February 26, 2009

• Emo

  Well, recently, I've just been restless. No passion to blog. No appetite. Been sick with a cough and chest congestion. Feeling a bit better now that I can move, but then I'm a bit light headed due to the cough syrup I've been chucking down almost everyday. I don't have much patience at the moment for people or comments. I'm in an indifferent, i don't care mood. Most of the time I've just been updating my status on Facebook, ignoring my xanga. I need to rectify that. Otherwise, I should be looking forward to my Japan trip, but I've just been thinking how I want it to just be over. Been going to meetups, but then having to hear about the drama behind the scenes at the meetups. And then missing the people that have left the meetups. Now it's mostly boys that go now and when you have too many boys, of course pervy things start. So again, no mood to do meetups either. Go home and get bothered... stay at work and get bothered... really just no place to go or be to feel you can just be alone and comfortable. I guess sleep is all I can just try for. Get some earplugs and try to ignore the world.

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