BTW, here's the picture of my office assistant that Chi has been bugging me for: deliccate2

Two nightmares last night / this morning:

Went to bed at about 10-11pm last night and I had this dream about losing someone that i play with ingame, Fiesta. No, not you, Lyric. I know I won't see you again, so I'm over it. But someone else that I've been playing with for months now. Anyway, I was devastated, crying and screaming a lot. (incidentally, i did find myself crying irl) I imagine that this came from the announcement that this person was taking a week - month long break from the game. Well, I was so distraught that I found I was having difficulties breathing. Like each breath was associated with a certain feeling of tightness in my chest. Then a rumbling in my ears, much like a car engine. I slowly wake up, open my eyes, look at my alarm clock: 2:04am. Took a deep breath -- couldn't. Trixie was on my back! >_<' Purring away! zomg, this cat wants to kill me with her 3-4lb weight! Ok, after turning over and her running away, I can't go to sleep! So I go ingame, get a little grind/questing done. Then 4:15am, try going to sleep.

Next dream:

Ok. Then 2nd dream involves me lying down and rolling over on to my kitty. (this also happened irl) being worried that i hurt her, i rush to see where she ran off to. i check under the sofa and there i see my grandmother on the floor. i run around the sofa and try to wake my grandmother. but she wouldn't wake up! i scream and cry and yet still she wouldn't wake up. irl life i wake up crying and an hour late for work >_<!

i must have some serious abandonment issues. -_-'

i'm debating should i? or shouldn't i? if i do get it, i'd be able to respond to more emails on the go. check my work email and surf the net on the street. but then, i have to hide it from my job. if they knew i had one, the emails would become ridiculous. ex., the OM (office manager), just got one and the MP (managing partner) goes out to lunch to grab a bite. on the line to order the food, MP decides to email with his "crack" berry to OM. then walks back to the office. by the time OM gets the email, MP is right in front of him. O.... K....

i don't want that to happen to me. so i'll be hiding mine. including it'd be my phone that i'm paying for. and i'm paying for my own data account (web/text msg). so i shouldn't be bombarded with crap emails like that, and they're expecting me to to reply to their two word questions, when it could be easily answered by someone else.

Now with the new faces, hair styles/color, i can look as evil as i am! MUHAHAHA!!

Btw, Raven, I could get you that Wholesome Food Bag.... i'd just keep your current Christmas gift for myself, and give you the bag. Deal?

Due to popular demand (by Lyric)!!!

My current stalker:
Lyric in his 30's

Lyric in his 40's (choking me >_<')

Merry Christmas
 

30%:
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Translation:
just wanted to give you a heads up on leet speak. this is only 30% (100%) of leet speak used. mostly the language used by gamers (that I am not). 30% and higher leet is not for me!!

Alright, alright!! I know! You're wondering...

Lvl 54:

anyone ever heard of this Splashup.com (online image editing)? i know adobe photoshop is supposed to be coming out with their own.